Just know it won't be the same

I know that in some way you’re taunting me. Why would you leave clues for me to pick up? I know you want to mark some kind of territory. Let me tell you this, there is no need. You’ve probably met a nice girl. Maybe she’s sweet. Maybe she’s even kind too. I know you have told her about me, and I’m sure she has seen the pictures of us scattered around your room. I have been evident in your life for so long. I’m sorry I have made more of an impact on your life than anyone before me. I’m sorry that you still think of me, but invite her to your bed when you need it. I’m sorry that you tell her of your future plans together, but they were once our memories. I’m sure she feels like she has the upper hand. She’s there. She can actually touch you. I mean that’s all she needs to win right? But, I am sure you know that’s not the truth. Because I’ll always have a hold on you that she doesn’t. And I am sure you’ve realized this somewhere between fucking her and realizing that it will never be enough.